I had some oral surgery this morning and now I am in A LOT of pain and also high on painkillers so sorry in advance for typos.
I have been thinking all morning about how ridiculously lucky I am in to be in this immense pain, because the alternative is to be in a lot of pain for the rest of my life. (Because of chronic infection, my bone beneath my teeth actually grew OUT OF my gum. It’s pretty hideous. But it’s addressable–if you have access to excellent medical care.)
So anyway I started a fundraiser over at save the children for kids affected by the Syrian Civil War. STC is doing so much to get those kids access to education and health care and nutrition, and I hope you’ll join my team, “Nerdfighters opposed to human suffering including but not limited to John’s mouth.” I’ll match all of your donations up to $20,000.
He made a video that serves not only as an official coming out notice, but one that will be useful to anyone confused about how harmful leaning into the existing binary gender system really is.
I’m really new to my own understanding of all of this, and am dependent on thoughtful, eloquent, and patient people like Jack as I navigate the waters myself. For instance, we recently traveled to and from the annual thehpalliance retreat together, and even though I was (very honored to be) told by him privately months previous, even though I had rationally processed the change of pronouns and change of whole thought about who he is in relation to gender, it was the first time that enough people knew about it that we would be referring to him as “him” all weekend long. And MOST of the time, he was just Jack. We went running and I limped back inside complaining that Jack ran ahead of me on the uphill last portion because boys are stupid. I had a couple little flubs where I said “her,” but mostly, you know, I was on it. I was feeling proud. Super comfy.
And then, struggling with our stuff out of Penn station and splitting at our subway divide, we hugged and I yelled an oft-repeated salutation of mine:
“Bye, lady!”
And we both slumped. But only for a moment before laughing, because he gets it. This is a process for everyone, and ingrained, automatic behaviors are hard to work out of, and if we all just try, and we all are a bit tolerant, everything will be okay.
Jack, you’re a badass. Congratulations.
I love this video a lot. If you have 12 minutes to watch any video…
I planned on watching the first few minutes of this… It’s now 2:40 am and I have now not only watched this video, but I have also educated myself on whether or not 30 some different types of food can be waffled. Good job and good luck, Jack!!
JACK LOOK AT THE CHANGE YOU ARE MAKING IN THE WORLD
This video is so great, for all the obvious reasons.
Also, I became fixated by all of the lanyards on the back wall. And now that I’ve mentioned it, YOU MAY BE TOO!
Hi Auntie MJ! I am a
person who is being raised a girl (although I’m not). I’m also a person who has
been raised to believe I’m not allowed to hold any opinions of my own.
Typically it is my father who’s opinion must dictate my own. Occasionally it is
my mother, teacher, or whoever it is who is more “senior” than
myself. Needless to say, this leads to me being unable to have a productive
debate/argument/discussion with multiple viewpoints. Do you have some advice
for me to learn to do that?
Dear Ruinedhands,
You may not be surprised to know I stopped on the first
sentence of your question. That right there is problem enough for anyone. I made it the title of this post because it is the first thing you told me. Since the
second part of your question is actually pretty easy to answer, I’ll start
there and then we’ll return to the top.
The parents not letting you have/not listening to your opinions is actually a pretty common complaint among teenagers. (I’m
assuming you’re a teen/young adult—if you are not, I have more questions.) We have known about this throughout all of recorded history, even as far back as 1988, when Will Smith (then the Fresh Prince) released the seminal treatise on the topic: Parents Just Don’t Understand.
One of the earliest recorded works on the subject.
In
all but the most extreme cases (truly extremist situations, dictatorships, etc.) parents are certainly aware that their children must have their own
opinions, and that those opinions may vary from theirs. We all fundamentally know we can’t crawl into another person’s brain and nest there. We can grumble about it or try to exert influence, but most of us know that other people exist and have their own brains.
I think what happens is
more that parents often do not feel that their children possess sufficient
experience to form opinions and therefore try to impose their own until
some future, supposed date in which their children have learned enough, whatever enough is. This usually happens for the best of reasons, namely, worry that something will happen to you if you make a mistake. This isn’t always the reason, but it’s often so.
There’s no timestamp on this. Parents can go on believing
forever that their children don’t know enough. I think sometimes people fail to
make the leap of imagination when it concerns other people’s knowledge and
experience—if people don’t know what they
know, what they have experienced, how
can they know anything? Of course, the fallacy in this is that they themselves
have not experienced everything. We’re all missing information. We all form our
opinions based on what we’ve experienced and processed, and what we see and
experience is, by the very nature of experience itself, VERY LIMITED.
I’m saying that we’re all just figuring it out.
It’s actually true that when you are young, your database
may not be quite as full simply because you’re young and have just started
filling it. Sometimes parents make a fair call and protect us from the really bad mistakes. BUT! Our individual capacity to take in and process information
varies considerably from person to person. Also, we need to make mistakes. That’s how we learn.
I’m saying that just because you’re young doesn’t mean you
can’t know things. You’re just going to know more as you go on. And for sure you will screw up and change your mind about things. All sorts of things will happen. This is life. There will always be pressure and influence. Most of our current consumer/political/24 hours news coverage culture is entirely based on trying to influence us to want stuff or fear stuff. Throughout it all, your mind is your own. But it does help to be able to see when and how we are being influenced.
First bit of advice: read, read, read, read, read, read, read, read. Talk to people. This is how you become informed and learn different points of view.
Now, as to how to learn how to discuss opinions once you form them AND how to see what tricks are being used to influence else—TO THE INTERNET! Obviously, never read the comments. However, you can use the internet to learn RHETORIC, the art and science of argumentation. There are loads of sites and books about this. And this is a handy chart of rhetorical fallacies to help you take a discussion or text apart and see if it stands up to reason. You can talk online, in class, with friends. Use every outlet you have. (Also, THE LIBRARY. You can get a BOOK on rhetoric. It will be your friend.)
Seriously. Rhetoric. An old-timey sounding thing, but the most critical when you’re trying to navigate the waters of influence.
HOWEVER, and this however is big, being young does not mean you are wrong about yourself.
Our selves can be pretty nebulous
concepts. While we change over time, some things we know from early on. You happen to know you’re not a girl.
I don’t know if you’ve talked to your parents about not
being a girl. Since you started with that, I feel like maybe you are asking about how to express this to your parents? Maybe? I can’t give you specific advice on how to handle your
situation, because I don’t know how safe and secure you feel. I don’t know if you have talked to your parents. Anything
could be going on with your family. I will make no assumptions. But if you need
outside support, The Trevor Project is always a good place to start. And there
are loads of online resources I am sure you (or hope you) have seen.
Here is the important thing, though, just in case this is
the real question and just in case you need to hear this from someone: Auntie MJ knows you’re not a girl because you told me so.
That is all the information that is required. That you’re not a girl is not an opinion—it’s a fact. You can
debate politics or whatever all day long, but this is not a debate. You don’t need to justify it to anyone.
Good luck out there.
Love,
Auntie MJ
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